Saturday, July 9, 2011

Hot, Not and a Going to Be

Cream coloured pants are from my BIGGEST days, leather pants are from my rock star days when I was a teeny-tiny stage hottie.

I think it's humanly impossible to jump into those leathers again, I was 21 and that says it all.

Fortunately I'm not the larger size anymore (haven't been for a long time) and am working myself into a sweet spot, which will lie somewhere in the middle of the two.  Photo to the right is me today holding up my fat pants.  I was depressed in a relationship with the wrong man and tried to eat myself happy. Plus I thought it didn't matter how I looked once I had a man who loved me.  (dumb dumb dumb)

The larger pants are size 14 and the leather ones are  a 4.  I was 34, 24, 34 when I wore them.  Hot, hot, smokin' hot.  No wonder the dude who snapped me up did.  If only I'd known how damn much market value I had then.

The good news is I'm much closer to hot than not because I work it!  Yay!

(I hope this is an inspiring post to women, if I can do it, so can you.)