I feel like I'll be stranger in a strange land when I enter my work doors tomorrow. I've spent countless hours getting ready to launch my own company so I feel incredibly distanced from what I do. I never call in sick but am seriously debating it for tomorrow. I know I won't but I really (really) want to. I plan to launch officially at the end of the month and I can't believe how much I've accomplished in such a short time. My vision allows for my agency to grow and I've already had three people who I believe are valuable say they'd leave their current work places to be with me. I'm terribly picky about who'd I'd take, I've seen what happens to organizations with the wrong people on the team. My mission statement already incorporates the idea of a group of experts, why think small?
I have the passion, drive and ability to do this extremely well. I feel like everything in my life has led me to now. The support I'm receiving from those around me is fantastic. I don't need financial backing, but if I needed it, they'd be willing because they've caught the vision. I can't tell you how cool it is.
An ex boyfriend contacted me today. He broke my heart this past summer with a sudden cooling and although I've had relationships since I do go over what happened from time to time. Five hours of texting and three phone calls later and we have a lunch date for tomorrow. He claims I freaked him out and he didn't think he would be good enough for me sexually. Hmmmm I really have to think about the vibe I give off. Last dude wanted me in a threesome. I think I may exude more raw sexuality than I thought. I'm seeing someone and I was upfront about it with him. I'm kinda liking I'm involved, gives me more power. For the record I wouldn't cheat in case some of you know it alls are assuming the worst. I'm an honourable woman. I'm meeting him during my work day at a local public restaurant and giving him a cheque for the trailer he left in my driveway. I want it - it's handy.
I will post some of our text exchange at a later date and time. It's kinda cool how I was able to hold my power frame, it was kind of predictable game wise what he started doing in response. I had him at "my boyfriend thanks you for dumping me" after he finished telling me I was the best sex he's ever had.
later gaters
