Monday, November 22, 2010

Sick and/of getting fat

I'm soooo sick.  Terrible bronchial infection and a fever.  I'm at work AND I walked my 5k today.  I'm feeling fat and God forbid I miss a day of movin' my booteh.  I had a dream that I was super fat and it depressed me for a couple of days, heck I'm still depressed.  My body got in great shape while in NY for 10 days, I ate very well and walked around 100 blocks a day.  I felt and looked great when I returned.  I returned to work stress and then excuses for bad eating started.  "I'll only do this today."  Now 6 weeks later and I can see and feel the fat.  Ick. 

Today I'm back on the Primal wagon.  I gotta kick the grains and sugar again.  I feel like a heroin addict - where's my methadone?  I will eat a ton of protein in the next couple of days, I need to get into the state of ketosis in order for my food cravings to end and my appetite to drop.  I'm going to hate the next three days, but I recognize that when its done I'll feel better. 

I have no rhyme or reason for the boot pics.  Maybe it's because I need a kick in the ass??  *wink