Wednesday, February 16, 2011

IT IS ALL INSANE!

By now, I'm really flippin' out with the student loan debt.

They tell me all sorts of thingsm but, my mind cannot grasp it, or get a handle it. It is really driving my mind out of bounds and incredibly insane!

After almost 17K views, no one else from Touro, or the Legal, Psychological, or Teaching Profession has the courage to step forward and risk their well being, to match my destruction, and my complete candor.

It is all really, really terrible. Horrible.

NO 12 step program will ever have the answer for the next 20 years of student and growing debt that I am staring down with incredible depression and nervousness.

No shrink will ever dare challenge the horrible depression that the banking industry in the USA has forced upon its citizens --all because they wanted WHAT?--an Education?

Dear GOD! DEAR GOD!

I am so really friggin poor--a welfare candidate--all because I wanted what? A degree in Law and a Career?

Dear GOD I am so, so, so, so ,so sorry I ever started out on the path to pursue a degree in LAw. Dear GOD! I am so Sorry!

The USA is all really, really nuts.

I'm not sure if I am going to come back. I am a 6 figure indebted disgrace, better off dead.

Why can't someone from Touro step forward and risk all, as I have done?

Can't some kind of Shrink try to fight the horrible Banking Monster in the US?

I'm done. I'm really done.

This will have to be my last post. None of this shit will ever work. Greed is greed, and I will

Catch you all in Hell!




This is part of a little jingle I wrote,  in Double C tuning. My first attempt at filming my playing. The acoustics are not that bad I think,  The neck work was lost, but I will include it in future posts.

Keep checking back. I don't want to create a bunch of new posts just yet. This one will run for a week at least. More banjo and guitar to follow. Homespun Music.