Sunday, April 11, 2010

In summary


Some times people just land here randomly. It's to these lucky people that I'll write this post - a summary account of who I am and what this blog is about because you'll have a hard time figuring that out on your own - trust me.

I'm a woman. (duh)

I'm a performance artist. What the heck does this mean? It means I get a kick out of entertaining and I like to be on stage. At this point in my life this blog is my stage, at other points I was on a real, live stage as both an actress and singer.

I'm an exhibitionist. I think this goes hand in hand with the above. People who like to be on stage reveal 'parts' of themselves to their audience. I take it literally. I have healthy self-esteem and am not looking for ooohs and ahhhs I just like the thrill of showing body parts. Artsy people can be weird. I'll own it.

I'm an aesthetic. I will only post pictures which I believe offer some beauty in one form or another. Ugly has its place but I try not to bring it here. Ugly is in attitude as well as outer appearance - you'll see me attempt to bring a positiveness to most things. I do have angsty moments - cuz heck - I'm human.

I'm in a serious relationship since end of 2010 but had been seriously looking for a long time prior, this blog started May of 2009.   Many of my posts will revolve around my dating experiences and/or past dating experiences. I believe women are different from men. Men want different things from women and I'm always interested in knowing how men think. I try to be pleasing which to me means being feminine and sexy along with compassionate, passionate, intelligent and submissive.

I'm workout and eat primarily Paleo/Primal in efforts to be the best for my  man - because he wants  the best of what I can give and he deserves it. 'Course it helps me too.

I work. In fact I run a significant sized company as far as bottom line is concerned. I have always achieved success in my professional life. I'm good at what I do and I don't say that arrogantly - just matter of factly.

I'm silly. I prefer to be light hearted than heavy in this forum. I have enough heavy in everyday life. I'm smarter than I appear and I'm okay with that.

I'm simple. I prefer to break things down simply for my own and everyone else's understanding rather than sweat over the big questions.

I'm a seeker. I don't find I have all the answers and I look for truth where I can - I'm pretty good at recognizing it.

Lastly...

I'm grateful. People who've I met through this blog have enhanced my life in one way or another - sometimes by being mean. I'm still thankful.